Sooo...4 day streak eh??

Wow!!!! I cannot believe this! A 4 day streak?!?!? This is crazy! lol...OK, so once everyone (including myself) gets over their amazement at this seeming dedication to my blog, we can move on to whatever new and interesting thoughts come to my mind today...

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Nothing. Sad. No wonder I only write every couple of days (ok ok, I know...months/weeks but come one, everyone gets to have personal delusions of grandeur every once in a while! :-p). Here I am looking into trying to get published, realizing that being an accomplished writer has always been a dream of mine that I dismissed for any other whim pretty much all of my life, and I can't even come up with one simple idea for an entirely inconsequential blog? *sigh* poor me. I'm just never very good at the things I try to do...

Don't think I am getting down on myself, I'm really not. It's just something I've acknowledged about myself, much like I've acknowledged I have no ability whatsoever to follow through with 90% of the things I start. You know, I just thought of something, and maybe this occurred to you already, but if I have no follow through, how will I ever manage to stay focused long enough on the idea of getting published to actually get published on some level?!? Maybe I need to stop shooting so high. Maybe I should start with a goal of like "I will write in my blog every single day for one month" and then go from there.

Ok, I make no promises though, because as we have all seen I just don't know how to stick to something, especially once it becomes an obligation. I hate feeling like i HAVE to do something (even if it's something I have to do for my own personal health or satisfaction). Maybe that ties into my absolute disregard and lack of appreciation for authority figures who try to impose their authority on my life. Hmmmm...I'll do some thinking on that and get back to you. Anyway, for now, going to go work out (I've decided I like working out and I like the results so why not? ;-)) and maybe find someone to share this beautiful Thursday with me, since tomorrow is going to be terrible and rainy :-S

Try to take advantage of the sun while you can!

Cheers